3 months back I was having outings and going to parties,having loads of fun...enjoying few last days of college life.But the times have changed now.i can do nothing but with a smile acknowledge the unpredictability of life.People often talk about how drastic changes happen and now I am experiencing them.Changes in the environment,changes in my thinking,and ofcourse changes in people.
For the past three months I am sitting @home,have noting to do the whole day,and with nobody..total silence all around(as my parents are working).I know I am loosing some precious time but still I am able to do nothing,but watching it slip from my hands slowly.I am very frustrated with how the things are turning out to be.I had planned my life in a different way but thanks to recession and TCS I am having pretty bad times.Sitting alone at home I always think that I should utilize this time,but I am stuck in between.On one hand I want to prepare for CAT,but I am not confident that I would make it..my parents are asking me to try for banking exams,and for the sake that others are filling psu's I am also appearing for them,without doing any preparation.So currently you know I am a bit pissed off.I want to prepare for CAT ,but I am not able to focus single mindedly towards it.I dunno what it is ,whether its the fear of my uncertain future,or my commitment towards other trivial things,that's holding me back.I must realize quickly how time is running out and must chalk out something.I know i am going through some bad times,but as they say nothing lasts forever.so hoping for some good times ahead......
cheers!!
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